I was bullied in facebook!

What the f***...

I was bullied by a slut and a dick head in facebook!

F*** F*** F***

Fish them! Curse them! Damn them!

Shocking news from the doc

_2nd of June(monday)_

I received a quite shocking news from my dad through the mobile phone when i was working.. Not because of the increase prices of the fuel matter.. But is my 16 year old coming to 17 year old childhood buddy, having her health problem.

I bought her to consult the vet clinic, the doctor told me that he's suspecting there's a tumour developed on her brain, and a growth in the bottom part which is unknown for now, maybe is urethra cancer? Or cancer of the bladder? Or even the cancer of the kidney.

My mood has changed from worried to melancholy. Oh my, just a day of differences and she'll totally change from the normal situation as she used to.

I'm totally out of my mind what to do now since doc said ntg can be done except giving her stetriods to minimize her pain and suffer.

I've been trying quite hard to improve her.

God bless

Updates for April 30th - May 2nd

I was a little bit busy for hanging out on the month of May, and I tried to catch back time for what I've done these few days..



And to my friend, Irene, here's the updates to show that I'M STILL ALIVE HERE! haha~


_30th of April (wednesday)_
The last day for april, a new coming for May after this day..I did the normal stuff which I'll do everyday and I refuse to repeat it. So, i'll just skip the whole day-time-schedule
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fast foward like what Astro Max did..
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I went dinner with my family members in Kepong, after that we just decided to have a drink in a pub. Thus dad chose O.S which located in Kepong as well(I prefer those pubs in the town). WE did called Mr.Kumar, Aaron, Kelvin to join us as well...


Blur..


Lala(Aaron)..


What I've remembered is I get home around 3am, i slept at 4am after my shower...



_1st of May (Thursday)_


Today is the labour day as all of us can have a break for our hectic, rat-race society. Free from jam to work or college, free from lectures from the lecturer, free from classes, free from getting sack by the nasty boss, free from anything... JUST FREE!!


I'd transfromed into the president of piggy club and had meetings all the while, till the afternoon only I opened my eyes and got awake, back to my senses. Wow, I just feel...
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TIRED!


Since today is the holiday, I would rather stay at home than going to those shopping malls(I do not like to get crowded with other ppl), however i just switched on the TV & air condition just to enjoy those programmes and DVD.


The clock tickled every seconds, and it reach 12am in the morning...

Omg, I'm getting older by 1 year old...



_2nd of May (Friday)_
Finally I've stepped into my 21st years old world, which mean...


I can enter the casino..

(-.-)"

LOL, joking...which mean I'm truly an adult and able to make my final decision without hesitating, I'm on my own now & I got my own freedom in the section of LAW. This is the time, I felt so sad that I'm so afraid to be alone, afraid to make decision on my path nor my undertakings in my future, afraid of being mature & no longer childish, hanging over here n there without knowing that actually I'm that old, afraid on everything....

I tried to discuss with my dear and I did even shown my tantrum on him(pity him)... But, my dear is so great where he can comfort me by telling me those advantages of being 21 years old. Only, a smile appeared on my cheek, and welcome this special day which happened every year in my whole entire life.

In Teddy's Bleu Moon's mind, birthday is not a very special day...not a day to listen to birthday songs, blow the candles that stood on the cake, unwrap the present that people gave. But is a day for me to thank my mom which she gave birth to me on 2nd of May 1987. I should be thankful to my parents that they brought up me till I'm 21 years old, thankful that I'm still living in this earth for 21 years.

Dad : Do u wanna held a party on your 21st birthday?
Ted : No thanks dad..If u wanna held a party for me, might as well u give the money of helding a party to me..
Dad : But if held a party, got a lots of present maaa....
Ted : I do not greed on presents..
Dad : Ah?!

Yea, seriously I do not greed on presents anymore... I'm greed on CASH..

And that's why my brilliant parents made it a more materialistic way of giving me presents for my 21st years old~ ^@^



My KEY


Key 2


I "heart" cash


o.O My favourite! Can't live WITHOUT it!

~End~
By:21 years old Teddy

Will upload more updates soon...So sorry for the belated stuff...

Violin Exam.. :(

Last wednesday I went for my small lil' violin exam in my music school..

However my result for it is not that good, although I scored the highest marks in the class, but I felt that it's just average only..

Alex(my tutor) gave me 77 marks out of 100 marks, which he said it's merit. Sigh... I need to work harder in order to upgrade myself, I wish to be the quintessential among all.

Thus...still a long way to go!

Yesterday

LEONA LEWIS LYRICS

"Yesterday"

I just can't believe your gone
still waitin for morning to come
when i see if the sun will rise
in the way that your by my side, oooo
where we had so much in store
tell me what is it all reaching for
when were through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they can take the music that we'll never play
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds
or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day
one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they take the music that wel never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever
but it wasn't our destiny
coz in my mind we had so much time
but i was so wrong
no.. i can believe me i can still find the strengh
in the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they take the music that we'll never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday.


After i heard of the song "yesterday" by Leona Lewis..
It makes me reminisce of a lots of things that I went through with my ex.
Although he has gone, but
where we had so much in store
tell me what is it all reaching for
when were through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

This song is so nice...and it does made me feel so touch..

Hope to share with u guys here..
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Oh...it's raining! ^.^

In the lunar calendar of the 4th months, which chinese believe on this is the month that we should pay our respect to our ancestors n even worship them. This kind of event is call "Cheng Ming". During these month, more rain would be produce..

Sometimes it will culminate floods in my country...

However, I do still love RAIN~





_Rain_
It rained it rained and rained and rained
The average fall was well maintained
And when the tracks were simply boys
It started raining cats and dogs.



After a drought of half an hour
We had a most refreshing shower
And then the most curious thing of all
A gentle rain began to fall.



Next day was oso fairly dry
Save for the deluge from the sky
Which wetted the party to the skin
And after that the rain set in.



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Once I read a novel, there's a girl who likes a boy. The girl studied the weather of the earth. One day, she fell in love with a boy. Ever since, the girl will always the boy every morning to tell him the weather of the day to attract the guy. She believes that the earth do have expressions n emotions, it let us know through the different types of weather.

However, the boy do have interested on it..he felt that weather changing is just a normal thing to the organism that live on earth. Thus, he would never pay any attention on her so called-weather-report-. Day by day, he boy felt that she's annoying..
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Because the boy fell in love with another girl. He prefer the other gal's laugher than the -weather reporter-.

On a rainy day, the gal wanted to confess her feelings towards the guy in front of him. She exposed to the rain, enjoy the raindrops that fell on her body, feeling happy that she finally have the courage to speak her feelings out.
However, things does not happen in good way where the boy rejected her love for him..
She was so upset and walk in the rain, she was crying in the rain silently and her tears were rolling across her cheek and then dissappeared..as her teardrops was combined with the raindrops..

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Since the day,
his cell-phone does not ring anymore every morning..
the girl's voice no longer appear on his phone anymore..
he forgot to bring the umbrella during the rainy days as last time he would remember bringing a umbrella when the girl told him that day would be a rainy day..
he's unused to exposed in the rain until he's soaking wet..
he's unused that his cell-phone is so quiet every morning..
he's unused to these loneliness..
he missed her -weather report-..
he missed her voice..
he missed her...
he found out that actually he loves her..

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One day, he received a letter from the girl..she's leaving him to another foreign place . She promised that she would no longer bother the boy..
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The boy lost her totally..forever and ever!
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Ever since, the boy used to notice about the weather because he believes that the earth have it's very genuine emotions which will shown through the different types of weather..

He used to walk in the rain
He used to sing in the rain
He used to play in the rain
He used to enjoy in the rain
He used to feel the rain..
He used to feel how does she feel in the rain..






Well, I loves to play in the rain too..But I do not have weird hobbies as the girl which likes to notice about the weathers of the earth. And i would not simply call a guy to tell him the weather of the day. Hehehe...

I do not like to hold an umbrella when it's raining...
I will just throw the umbrella away...



However, I do hope there's someone to hold the umbrella for me. Walk, play, feel, enjoy, sing in the rain together with me...Hehehe
R u the one who I waited for?



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Finally, I would like to see the sun after the rain..



Message in the blog:
Treasure everyone whether they are ur families, friends, colleagues, enemies...because once u lost them, it will b too late..
Enjoy the weather that's changing everyday..

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Happy 21th birthday to Hedwig Elaine.
3.4.2008

The advantages of Netlog & Tagged

Subject: MY LOVE
From: Bravekells

Message:
hello, pretty i saw your profile and to be sincere you were looking so gorgeous and cute i realy like your composture.let me start by introducing my self i am KELLY by name a nigerian precisely i am humble and would like to meet some one as charming as you so please dont turn down my request.i realy want to be your friend and i believe we could go a long way if you dont mind.here is my mobile number +2348036724663 and my email adress is bravekells@yahoo.com.please i would like to have yours.i look forward to hearing from you.so can i call u pls?
ur jst something i jst cant take my mind of.u r all a real man can ever think of.pls can i get to here from u

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Seriously, this is not the first time I received it in Netlog or Tagged or even Friendster. I wonder whether is this the new tactic for guys to tackle girls? Or a better way to describe, for the guys to attract attentions from girls.

Maybe the guys feel by doing this, is the safest n secure way? Heck, just stop that ok? Girls will feel annoying on that!!!

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At one time, a nigerian guy sent me that...I laughed till fell off from my chair when I saw it in front of my pc.

From:Anyanwu U
To:Me
Date:Oct 29, 2007 2:30 PM
Subject:hi my babe
Message:
how are u, is my peasure to know how u are feeling,
being together is a sweet experience,and loving one another is a joy in everyday of our life,babe believe me u are my, i am yours.take a good care of ur self ok.

From:Teddybleumoon
Message: Erm, r u sick?


From:Anyanwu U
To:Me
Date:Dec 17, 2007 5:46 PM
Subject:Hi my babe
Message:
hi my babe, pls tell me, what do u want me to do to prove that i love u so much, tell me, i will do it now, should i kill my self?

From:Teddybleumoon
Message: Yea, there's a way to prove how much u love me, so just go n kill yourself, to show n prove to me!

From:Anyanwu U
To:Me
Date:Mar 14, 2008 10:57 PM
Subject:Re: Hi my babe
Message:
excuse me, pls i have forgot when i send u this message, pls am so sorry by demanding such a love from u, pls forgive me, ok?


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Hahahahahah, don't u think it's funny? I guess this guy is very desperate or even gatal(malay word) thus he sent this to me. And when he felt that he failed to attract my attention, he pretend that he made some misunderstandings. Hahaha, he's sucks, dude! So those girls who active in Tagged or Netlog, beware of this kind of mentally-ill type of people. Sorry to offend some races, but I would like to advice u readers to beware of africans especially NIGERIANS when come to this kind of consequences!

Best regards from Teddybleymoon

Silly Questions...

Dear readers, Teddy's is back! I've been away & inactive for more than 3 months I guess. But I feel that the numbers n rate of viewing my bloggie hasn't gone low, matterfact, IT'S INCREASING!! WELL, I feel quite glad too while viewing the statistics n maps of my blog. Thus....I thought of it!!

SHOUT-OUT:Anyone in front of the monitor miss me there?

CROWD: YESSSsssss!!

OH THANK YOU!! HAHA

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It's been centuries that I lost contact with the world of internet (since I shifted house, no connection of streamyx that time) , but then, when I opened my mail box and other stuff such as Friendster, Netlog, Tagged & etc etc. Bunches of mails awaits me to check on, few hundreds of each. Sigh... But what I found out is, ALL MAILS ARE JUNK MAILS!
. . . .
how pathetic isn't it?

Then, those contacts in MSN keep on asking those questions which I saw it over and over again. what's kind of question? such as...

Anonymous 1: Hey, how r u? Long time, no chat. Why so long never on9?
Anonymous 2: So what are you up to?
Anonymous 3: So are you studying or working? Study & work as what?
Anonymous 4: Where have you been? Where you went since so long never on9?
Anonymous 5: Bla bla bla..
Anonymous 6: Blu blu blu.. Anonymous 7: Ble ble ble...



You see, everyone is asking those same question which makes me no enthusiasm to chat with them. Thus, with the Hobson's choice I'm having, I just leave the pc there which some ppl will keep on nudge-ing me, wink-ing me or some even dial to me.

Sigh...

But no worries, Teddy is back, and will tell u more about my story through me BLOGGIE!!

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Let's have some warm up or some appetizer...(I dono whether my speling is corect anot? But who cares?)


Why did the hen cross the road ?
To prove she wasn't chicken !

Man: How old is your father?
Boy : As old as me.
Man: How can that be?
Boy : He became a father only when I was born!!!!!

I'm BAACCCKKKKKKK!!!!

Dear reader, I'm bacckkkk!! Wait a while more ya, I'll blog soon!

M.I.A

Dear readers...

Im sorry for being M.I.A(missing in action) for so long as I was shifting house few weeks ago and the daddy haven't transfer all the telephone line and streamyx line. Thus I'm unable to online and blogging. Sorry...

Well, I'm very unlucky nowadays.. On the 6th of Dec 2007, I involve in car accident. My hubby(car) is totally badly injured as a Perdana lost its control and bang to my left doors. Then due to the sudden impact, my car lost control as well. Then I bang to a Honda CRV. Further then, my car spun for one and a half circle then finally bang to a concrete divider/barrier. That day was a rainy day...3 cars spun at the same time. What I can say is.....sigh....

It's not my fault but don't know why a car to bang at me. My car is the worst among all as every part of my car is damaged except my right doors. Which mean my front part, left part, back part all GONE CASE. What the...

"I can change another car adi..." I mumbled in my heart.

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Well, few days ago I called my mechanic, he said I only can get back my car next year. Which mean on year 2008. Hmm, without my car how am I going to hang around outside? Sigh...

Dear readers....any suggestion of what kind of car I should change?
NO MORE NATIONAL CAR PLEASE!!!

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And I'll be M.I.A till next year as I'm quite busy here... Sorry and please bear with me.
I would like to say "Thanks for your support" for viewing my bloggie.....

Thank you
Terima Kasih
Xie Xie
Kam Xia
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