Violin Exam.. :(

Last wednesday I went for my small lil' violin exam in my music school..

However my result for it is not that good, although I scored the highest marks in the class, but I felt that it's just average only..

Alex(my tutor) gave me 77 marks out of 100 marks, which he said it's merit. Sigh... I need to work harder in order to upgrade myself, I wish to be the quintessential among all.

Thus...still a long way to go!

Yesterday

LEONA LEWIS LYRICS

"Yesterday"

I just can't believe your gone
still waitin for morning to come
when i see if the sun will rise
in the way that your by my side, oooo
where we had so much in store
tell me what is it all reaching for
when were through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they can take the music that we'll never play
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds
or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day
one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they take the music that wel never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever
but it wasn't our destiny
coz in my mind we had so much time
but i was so wrong
no.. i can believe me i can still find the strengh
in the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they take the music that we'll never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday.


After i heard of the song "yesterday" by Leona Lewis..
It makes me reminisce of a lots of things that I went through with my ex.
Although he has gone, but
where we had so much in store
tell me what is it all reaching for
when were through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

This song is so nice...and it does made me feel so touch..

Hope to share with u guys here..
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Oh...it's raining! ^.^

In the lunar calendar of the 4th months, which chinese believe on this is the month that we should pay our respect to our ancestors n even worship them. This kind of event is call "Cheng Ming". During these month, more rain would be produce..

Sometimes it will culminate floods in my country...

However, I do still love RAIN~





_Rain_
It rained it rained and rained and rained
The average fall was well maintained
And when the tracks were simply boys
It started raining cats and dogs.



After a drought of half an hour
We had a most refreshing shower
And then the most curious thing of all
A gentle rain began to fall.



Next day was oso fairly dry
Save for the deluge from the sky
Which wetted the party to the skin
And after that the rain set in.



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Once I read a novel, there's a girl who likes a boy. The girl studied the weather of the earth. One day, she fell in love with a boy. Ever since, the girl will always the boy every morning to tell him the weather of the day to attract the guy. She believes that the earth do have expressions n emotions, it let us know through the different types of weather.

However, the boy do have interested on it..he felt that weather changing is just a normal thing to the organism that live on earth. Thus, he would never pay any attention on her so called-weather-report-. Day by day, he boy felt that she's annoying..
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Because the boy fell in love with another girl. He prefer the other gal's laugher than the -weather reporter-.

On a rainy day, the gal wanted to confess her feelings towards the guy in front of him. She exposed to the rain, enjoy the raindrops that fell on her body, feeling happy that she finally have the courage to speak her feelings out.
However, things does not happen in good way where the boy rejected her love for him..
She was so upset and walk in the rain, she was crying in the rain silently and her tears were rolling across her cheek and then dissappeared..as her teardrops was combined with the raindrops..

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Since the day,
his cell-phone does not ring anymore every morning..
the girl's voice no longer appear on his phone anymore..
he forgot to bring the umbrella during the rainy days as last time he would remember bringing a umbrella when the girl told him that day would be a rainy day..
he's unused to exposed in the rain until he's soaking wet..
he's unused that his cell-phone is so quiet every morning..
he's unused to these loneliness..
he missed her -weather report-..
he missed her voice..
he missed her...
he found out that actually he loves her..

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One day, he received a letter from the girl..she's leaving him to another foreign place . She promised that she would no longer bother the boy..
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The boy lost her totally..forever and ever!
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Ever since, the boy used to notice about the weather because he believes that the earth have it's very genuine emotions which will shown through the different types of weather..

He used to walk in the rain
He used to sing in the rain
He used to play in the rain
He used to enjoy in the rain
He used to feel the rain..
He used to feel how does she feel in the rain..






Well, I loves to play in the rain too..But I do not have weird hobbies as the girl which likes to notice about the weathers of the earth. And i would not simply call a guy to tell him the weather of the day. Hehehe...

I do not like to hold an umbrella when it's raining...
I will just throw the umbrella away...



However, I do hope there's someone to hold the umbrella for me. Walk, play, feel, enjoy, sing in the rain together with me...Hehehe
R u the one who I waited for?



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Finally, I would like to see the sun after the rain..



Message in the blog:
Treasure everyone whether they are ur families, friends, colleagues, enemies...because once u lost them, it will b too late..
Enjoy the weather that's changing everyday..

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Happy 21th birthday to Hedwig Elaine.
3.4.2008